Well i don't know how to feel because i am going away for 2 or 3 weeks and i won't get to see my boyfriend and i love him so much and also i am happy cause i am going away with my nanna and pappa they live in port Augast so does my aunty, my cousins, my niece, my nephew so i am so happy about going the only down side is i leave tomorrow and i won't get to see my boyfriend and also i may not show it but i will miss my family i amy not show it but i will well i have to go as i am going home now well bye.

i am gonna miss my baby boy lots and lots.

well yesterday was one oft he worst days of my life and it is still having a major impact in me you see Pippa everyone knows about her i  am suposed to be her best friend and of corse you have all herd about xan well xan got angry as pippa kept on touching me and he got angry and hit her hand away on more then one ocation but she kept going back so he got sopissed of that he wanted to attack but everyone stopped him my family was there and now they hate my boyfriend well they hated him to start off with and i could see that but they just keep deniying it no point as i can see how they feel and they all hate him i am so confussed as i have a feeling that my family don't want me to be with him but he makes me so happy does that mot mean a thing i asked what to do they say make your own chice but then the things they say i know that they don't want me to be with him and i don't want to leave him as he makes me so happy and i know he won't hit me in the fear that i will leave as i have told him no man will ever hit me or i will walk out the door as soon as it happens. well i love him so much and i don't ever want to lose him as he means the world to me well i have work to do so im gonna go

luv WALLY xoxo

well yeah life is  alright at this stage my boyfriend is living at my house as his parents kicked him out about his blog crazzzyduck.tblog.com as he called his father an arsehole well maybe i should not right what i think about his family out of respect for him and his sister as i consider myself to be his sisters friend and also the fact that i don't raelly know them but then again that didn't stop them from judging me so raelly why the hell should i care also i have some really great news for them i am planing on staying with there son for  a very long time even if they like it or not also his father made a comment that he should break up with as the apple doesn't fall far from the tree refering to my mums past which may i add has nothing to do with anyone, also his parents blam me for how he has turned out if anything i have made him happier wait is that a bad thing i guess it is my mum said that they have no right judging me and my family and that they must be the ones with the problem kicking thier son out and they should get to know people before judging them as they have no right. They alos say that thier son is two faced i wonder where he got that from as they two faced me she is a nice girl, it was nice of you to come to the house boat hope you had fun, or other stuff but then behind my back it oh dump her and all this other shit to be honest i thought that they were nice people and i would have liked to get to know them but obviously i was wrong and i am so disappointed as i really thought they were nice people and when ever i herd things about them i would stick up for them but well i guess not everyone will like you and that is something i will get over it. but well a note to all whom don't like me and xander being together get the hell over it as we are planing on spending the rest of our lives together no matter who agrees with it well i should sign out now have work to do.

luv wally   

well i am at skool at this moment in studie i hate it in here. Well i am happy my aunty Krys is back  well she is not really my aunty she is my mums friend but she is close enough to be an aunty well today we were talking and she asked me if i trusted her i said that i didn't know as i don't know whom i can trust and as every thing taht i say always gets back to others i don't want to know about it i don't really know.

Everyone has a big problem with me you see i am the kinda girl who thinks that if i have a problem it is my own and no one else needs to know and i don't want no one els eto know but people just get so angry with me and then i get in to so much shit  because no one can handle the type of person i am and i am so sick of hving to explain to everyone what kind of person i am and but still they can't accept it and i am so sick of it cause if they can't handle that then they can't handle me also the fact that people have to realise that when i feel like opening up and telling peoeple how i feel i will and the more i am pushed the less i say to the person here are a few people who want to know what is going through my head Mum, Dad, Sisters, boyfriend and just friend sin general.

well also i have  a problem i am forever bickerign with everyone i am bickering with my family and if ia m not bickering with them i am bickering over some of the most stupidest things or i am bickering with anyone in general if it is not all at seperate times it is all at once and i don't want to be here when that happens as i hate those days the most but that seems to have been most of this week and i so sick of it as i want to go far away and just let all my hurt pain and anger out but i guess i can't do that as i just can't.

well nothing else to type so i am gonna leave now.

LUV wally xoxo

Ga luvz her man Xan.

( HE IS ALL MINE )

That means that no one will ever have him and no oen will come between us as i luv him and he luvs me (i think) nahh just kidding

    & nbsp; 

Well back at skool and i am not to happy to be back as i have just found out that alex is friends with jennifer and well jen was one of my most important firends and when i got with alex our friendship broke everyone said that she wanted my man but i believed her and she took out on me what everyone else and my sisters said to her and now she really does not like me and no matter how hard i have tryed to get to be best friends again she decline all the time so our friendship broke when i got a boyfriend and now she is be friending him and to be honest that is not a big comfort zone for me and i don't know what to do. next problem my frien dfor 10 years told me last night on the phone that alex raelly wants sum(sex) but the problem is i am so confussed i don't know if that is all he wants from me as my family and friends say that is all he wants but when i ask him and he says to me he doesn't i believe him but then i listen to all this other shit he is going to leave me and i don't want to lose him as he means the world to me  but i feel no one wants us to be together heres an example well i am having issues and he is all i want but i am not aloud to see him only at skool but we are kinda distant at skool and i get so angry and upset when i see him with other females as i hardly see him well he keeps saying to me just break up with me an dget it over with so i have a strong feeling we are going to break up after 8 months today and i am so scared of losing him but if he wants to go nothing i can do about it. next issue is kinda  a family thing so yeah i just feel so deprest and i am sick of all this shit i have had enough well i need to end this now as i have to head home for my fathers birthday well blog ya l8er.

Luv ga xoxo 

p.s         & nbsp;  8 months today have been with Alex "YAY"

well last night by my sister cause my boy friend is a seelf centered priki am sorry if he reads this but i know damn straight i am not as i am a still a vergin. I have not slept for over 24 hours so i amm very pissed off as my boy friend don't even notice i am here and if he does he is being a dick head about it well last night was fun as i after i had a fight with my sister i got paraletic thropugh drinking and smoking as i had no lollie pops or chewies but i still have not slept alex just walked over here and walked away again and now he is back anoying David BIG POOH!!!!!!! but i still luv him and he knows it. But he still gets the shits up with me.

MY LIFE STILL IS FUCKED UP!!!!!!!!!!!

Grumpy bear

Share bear

love-a-lot bear

bedtime bear

wish bear

Friend bear

Tenderheart bear

Funshine bear

Cheer bear

goodluck bear

champ bear

Harmony bear

laugh-a-lot bear

do-your-best bear

 baby hugs and tugs

  Birthday bear

 Secret Bear

well i thought i would share with you what i love so much as i hope you like the pictures as much as i do but well i am so obssesed with them. 

:) I am so happy i luv Xan 

:( But we bicker

:D but he still luvz me

Well that is just me being really stupid as normal well i am in study hall wit Xander, his mates, my mates jessica and Sammi and then others they are not really importan twell to me any way and m ysister and Pippa just walked in well all i know is taht i luv my babe Xan adn no one will ever brake that as so many people have tryed well i have work to do well Bye

ga luvz xan no matter what anyone may think and no matter how much we drift apart and  i don't give a shit what no one else thinks not my friends not his friends not my family and not his family i don't care as i am gonna spend the rest of my life with him!!!!!! An dbetter get that through his head as i am not goin no where and that is the truth.

GA luvz XAN 4life. (I.D.S.T.A.T.U.I.S.S)

My Life Sux!!!!!!!!!!!!!

-Wally xoxo

hey this is wallys friend james any one brakes her feelings i brake them what a friend ship it is she iz the bes love u xzan

Are they not so cute i love baby Felix and Baby Kitty.

I just thought that you may enjoy  alook at them.

I have not had the chance to write in here for a while so i thought that i would write in here so well i am still wit alex and it is so great we are aloud to see each other he can come to my house now which is so cool as my family really like him and that is so good i guess lately i have spent my home life in my room that is where i go every day after school and that is unless i have to have dinner, or go to the loo stuff like that. or if i am  in the good books with my sisters well i have to finish this later as the bell just went and i have english.

catch ya WALLY

Well yeah my life is alright at this current moment as i am still with Alex.But the other night we had a stupid arguement about a certain person  i am so sick of arguing about her as it is so stupid as alex has to relise that i do trust him it is her that i don't trust and i hav eevery right not to trust her as i have my reasons and people just don't see that as noting that i have been through they have been through themselves so they just don't under stand and i am so sick of explaining my feelings as when i do i am always having an arguement about it an di am so sick of it. Also there is this guy that heaps of people think that i like i will tell you the truth i don't like him like that and i never ever did or never will as i do not see him as boyfriend material for me and people just don't believe me and i am so fucken sick of it as i can't have any male friends or i am instantly flirting with them i admit i do flirt but when i flirt no one notices it its when i am not flirting and being myself that everyone thinks that i am flirting. I love alex and i am so sick of all the stupid things that we always fight about as alot of it is a load of shit well i need to go now so bye. 

I am gonna spend the rest of my Life with Alexander Mc Connell !!!!!!!!!!!!

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Well my life really sux right now as my boyfriends family really hate me and you know something they don't even know me i have done nothing wrong but make thier son happy and i just wish that people could see that i am so happy as well.i think that my boyfriend is always pissed with me at time s and some times i just don't know why some time sbut some times i am a real SLUT so it is so understandable but lets just say if i didn't love him i would have broke up with him a long time ago but i love himso much and i never want to lose him and i am so sick of people always trying to break us up i have had enough i am so sick of it and one day i am going to marry him and i plan to i don't give a fuck what others think as i am so sick of caring why should i care when no one else does i honestly think that he feels the same way as me and i hope he feels the same nah i don't know but who does when it come sto relationships i'm tellin ya i don't.

I went to this party on the weekend but i didn't even get drunk as soon as i got there i was looking after Belinda  one of my friends from primary school then i got her to bed then i was looking after my boy friend he vomited all over my pink pants YUCKIE!!!!!!! he also asked me to marrie him i said NO he was drunk and didn't know what he was talking about but it is all good a si don't think he was ready for the commitment and i don't think he will be ready for a while but that is all good i can wait for as long as it takes well i have to go so Bye to all whom may read this and a bit of advice FUCK what everyone else thinks !!!!!!!