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well well well
08.31.04 (5:38 pm)   [edit]

I have not had the chance to write in here for a while so i thought that i would write in here so well i am still wit alex and it is so great we are aloud to see each other he can come to my house now which is so cool as my family really like him and that is so good i guess lately i have spent my home life in my room that is where i go every day after school and that is unless i have to have dinner, or go to the loo stuff like that. or if i am  in the good books with my sisters well i have to finish this later as the bell just went and i have english.


catch ya WALLY

 
marriage!!!!!!
08.22.04 (8:07 pm)   [edit]
well life sux at this stage of life. i think that i have major issues as my boyfriends parents hate me!!!!! well i guess i can get ova it as it is not them i am spending the rest of my life with i think i kinda put my boyfriend in a really bad position as i asked him to marry me and i didn't really remember it but i do remember planing our wedding and he is all i wanted on saturday night but i was at a party and he had no way of coming so he didn't. I guess in a way i did mean all i said to him and i do want to marry him but i feel bad for the position i put him inbut i think that we decided that we hve been together for 6 months and maybe were not ready i am just so sick of hearing about it i can't go no where without hearing burga and alex are  engaged as i know that a few people would never agree to it my parents don't care they want what ever makes me happy so i am not sure as one second his we are not yet ready but the next i am engaged i don't know i am so confussed but what ever he decides i don't care as eaither way his mine i just want to know what it is. I raelly don't know what to type so i am gonna say Bye
 
My relationship
08.16.04 (4:24 pm)   [edit]

Well yeah my life is alright at this current moment as i am still with Alex.But the other night we had a stupid arguement about a certain person  i am so sick of arguing about her as it is so stupid as alex has to relise that i do trust him it is her that i don't trust and i hav eevery right not to trust her as i have my reasons and people just don't see that as noting that i have been through they have been through themselves so they just don't under stand and i am so sick of explaining my feelings as when i do i am always having an arguement about it an di am so sick of it. Also there is this guy that heaps of people think that i like i will tell you the truth i don't like him like that and i never ever did or never will as i do not see him as boyfriend material for me and people just don't believe me and i am so fucken sick of it as i can't have any male friends or i am instantly flirting with them i admit i do flirt but when i flirt no one notices it its when i am not flirting and being myself that everyone thinks that i am flirting. I love alex and i am so sick of all the stupid things that we always fight about as alot of it is a load of shit well i need to go now so bye. 
 
i luv Xan
08.15.04 (6:47 pm)   [edit]

I am gonna spend the rest of my Life with Alexander Mc Connell !!!!!!!!!!!!


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Fuck ALL !!!!!!!!!!!!!
08.09.04 (7:00 pm)   [edit]

Well my life really sux right now as my boyfriends family really hate me and you know something they don't even know me i have done nothing wrong but make thier son happy and i just wish that people could see that i am so happy as well.i think that my boyfriend is always pissed with me at time s and some times i just don't know why some time sbut some times i am a real SLUT so it is so understandable but lets just say if i didn't love him i would have broke up with him a long time ago but i love himso much and i never want to lose him and i am so sick of people always trying to break us up i have had enough i am so sick of it and one day i am going to marry him and i plan to i don't give a fuck what others think as i am so sick of caring why should i care when no one else does i honestly think that he feels the same way as me and i hope he feels the same nah i don't know but who does when it come sto relationships i'm tellin ya i don't.


I went to this party on the weekend but i didn't even get drunk as soon as i got there i was looking after Belinda  one of my friends from primary school then i got her to bed then i was looking after my boy friend he vomited all over my pink pants YUCKIE!!!!!!! he also asked me to marrie him i said NO he was drunk and didn't know what he was talking about but it is all good a si don't think he was ready for the commitment and i don't think he will be ready for a while but that is all good i can wait for as long as it takes well i have to go so Bye to all whom may read this and a bit of advice FUCK what everyone else thinks !!!!!!!      
 
Xander
08.01.04 (7:00 pm)   [edit]
well i am so i lov ewith my boy frien dand it really hurts as my family really don't like him at the moment as they have herd all this shit about how he cheated on me in Melbourne also all that stuff that he likes Pippa also some food thing here we go i will explain from the begining okay well here goes when he went to Melbourne he came back as a arsehole straight out and the way he treats me is just getting worse and my mum has been told that he cheated on me whilest in Melbourne and i asked he said that he didn't and well i believe him and the whole Pippa thing i don't want to believe it but some times i feel that she means so much more to him then i do and some times that is how he acts and it really hurts but the thing is that he said that he doesn't relise how much he is raelly hurting me and i just wish that he would as i am so scared of losing him and also the fact tat he had the worlds biggest crush on her and well i juts some times feel that those feelings are still there andthat raelly hurts as i am so scared of losing him as i need him so much anyway i will get over the whole Pippa thing in the end now the whole food thing it is kinda strange you see my mum got told that Alex's parents think that she does not feed him when he is over which is a load of shit as he sits at my dinner table with my family as a part of my family and he eats with us he said taht he didn't say anything and i believe he didn't i think it is just the fact that he goes home and eats after being at my house i don't know so my family really don't like him BUT the problem is that i raelly love this guy and i will never leave him even if he does hurt me as much as he does i just really need him an di hope that he can realise the amount of shit that i go through adn how i have lost all my Friends well most of them and i have coflict with my family alot but he don't realise the shit taht i put up with i cry myself to sleep when i don't see him or get to talk to him as i get so upaet as i have fallen in love and it ain't as great as people say it brings alot of heart ache well i am gonna stop typing as i am just dribbling my own shit all over this blog SORRY to those whom don't enjoy my blog.

GA LUVZ XAN for the rest of her miserable life.

also you know what i got told today by Pippa that Alex don't want children but he tells me he does so which is it and i don't want to hear that he wants children just because i do why is he telling Pippa he doesn't want children what the fuck is going on inside his head i just need to know as i am so very confussed!!!! :?

I feel like i really want to cry right now.:cry: :cry: :cry:
 

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