well yesterday was one oft he worst days of my life and it is still having a major impact in me you see Pippa everyone knows about her i  am suposed to be her best friend and of corse you have all herd about xan well xan got angry as pippa kept on touching me and he got angry and hit her hand away on more then one ocation but she kept going back so he got sopissed of that he wanted to attack but everyone stopped him my family was there and now they hate my boyfriend well they hated him to start off with and i could see that but they just keep deniying it no point as i can see how they feel and they all hate him i am so confussed as i have a feeling that my family don't want me to be with him but he makes me so happy does that mot mean a thing i asked what to do they say make your own chice but then the things they say i know that they don't want me to be with him and i don't want to leave him as he makes me so happy and i know he won't hit me in the fear that i will leave as i have told him no man will ever hit me or i will walk out the door as soon as it happens. well i love him so much and i don't ever want to lose him as he means the world to me well i have work to do so im gonna go

luv WALLY xoxo

well yeah life is  alright at this stage my boyfriend is living at my house as his parents kicked him out about his blog crazzzyduck.tblog.com as he called his father an arsehole well maybe i should not right what i think about his family out of respect for him and his sister as i consider myself to be his sisters friend and also the fact that i don't raelly know them but then again that didn't stop them from judging me so raelly why the hell should i care also i have some really great news for them i am planing on staying with there son for  a very long time even if they like it or not also his father made a comment that he should break up with as the apple doesn't fall far from the tree refering to my mums past which may i add has nothing to do with anyone, also his parents blam me for how he has turned out if anything i have made him happier wait is that a bad thing i guess it is my mum said that they have no right judging me and my family and that they must be the ones with the problem kicking thier son out and they should get to know people before judging them as they have no right. They alos say that thier son is two faced i wonder where he got that from as they two faced me she is a nice girl, it was nice of you to come to the house boat hope you had fun, or other stuff but then behind my back it oh dump her and all this other shit to be honest i thought that they were nice people and i would have liked to get to know them but obviously i was wrong and i am so disappointed as i really thought they were nice people and when ever i herd things about them i would stick up for them but well i guess not everyone will like you and that is something i will get over it. but well a note to all whom don't like me and xander being together get the hell over it as we are planing on spending the rest of our lives together no matter who agrees with it well i should sign out now have work to do.

luv wally   

well i am at skool at this moment in studie i hate it in here. Well i am happy my aunty Krys is back  well she is not really my aunty she is my mums friend but she is close enough to be an aunty well today we were talking and she asked me if i trusted her i said that i didn't know as i don't know whom i can trust and as every thing taht i say always gets back to others i don't want to know about it i don't really know.

Everyone has a big problem with me you see i am the kinda girl who thinks that if i have a problem it is my own and no one else needs to know and i don't want no one els eto know but people just get so angry with me and then i get in to so much shit  because no one can handle the type of person i am and i am so sick of hving to explain to everyone what kind of person i am and but still they can't accept it and i am so sick of it cause if they can't handle that then they can't handle me also the fact that people have to realise that when i feel like opening up and telling peoeple how i feel i will and the more i am pushed the less i say to the person here are a few people who want to know what is going through my head Mum, Dad, Sisters, boyfriend and just friend sin general.

well also i have  a problem i am forever bickerign with everyone i am bickering with my family and if ia m not bickering with them i am bickering over some of the most stupidest things or i am bickering with anyone in general if it is not all at seperate times it is all at once and i don't want to be here when that happens as i hate those days the most but that seems to have been most of this week and i so sick of it as i want to go far away and just let all my hurt pain and anger out but i guess i can't do that as i just can't.

well nothing else to type so i am gonna leave now.

LUV wally xoxo

Ga luvz her man Xan.

( HE IS ALL MINE )

That means that no one will ever have him and no oen will come between us as i luv him and he luvs me (i think) nahh just kidding

    & nbsp; 

Well back at skool and i am not to happy to be back as i have just found out that alex is friends with jennifer and well jen was one of my most important firends and when i got with alex our friendship broke everyone said that she wanted my man but i believed her and she took out on me what everyone else and my sisters said to her and now she really does not like me and no matter how hard i have tryed to get to be best friends again she decline all the time so our friendship broke when i got a boyfriend and now she is be friending him and to be honest that is not a big comfort zone for me and i don't know what to do. next problem my frien dfor 10 years told me last night on the phone that alex raelly wants sum(sex) but the problem is i am so confussed i don't know if that is all he wants from me as my family and friends say that is all he wants but when i ask him and he says to me he doesn't i believe him but then i listen to all this other shit he is going to leave me and i don't want to lose him as he means the world to me  but i feel no one wants us to be together heres an example well i am having issues and he is all i want but i am not aloud to see him only at skool but we are kinda distant at skool and i get so angry and upset when i see him with other females as i hardly see him well he keeps saying to me just break up with me an dget it over with so i have a strong feeling we are going to break up after 8 months today and i am so scared of losing him but if he wants to go nothing i can do about it. next issue is kinda  a family thing so yeah i just feel so deprest and i am sick of all this shit i have had enough well i need to end this now as i have to head home for my fathers birthday well blog ya l8er.

Luv ga xoxo 

p.s         & nbsp;  8 months today have been with Alex "YAY"