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08.01.04 (7:00 pm)   [edit]
well i am so i lov ewith my boy frien dand it really hurts as my family really don't like him at the moment as they have herd all this shit about how he cheated on me in Melbourne also all that stuff that he likes Pippa also some food thing here we go i will explain from the begining okay well here goes when he went to Melbourne he came back as a arsehole straight out and the way he treats me is just getting worse and my mum has been told that he cheated on me whilest in Melbourne and i asked he said that he didn't and well i believe him and the whole Pippa thing i don't want to believe it but some times i feel that she means so much more to him then i do and some times that is how he acts and it really hurts but the thing is that he said that he doesn't relise how much he is raelly hurting me and i just wish that he would as i am so scared of losing him and also the fact tat he had the worlds biggest crush on her and well i juts some times feel that those feelings are still there andthat raelly hurts as i am so scared of losing him as i need him so much anyway i will get over the whole Pippa thing in the end now the whole food thing it is kinda strange you see my mum got told that Alex's parents think that she does not feed him when he is over which is a load of shit as he sits at my dinner table with my family as a part of my family and he eats with us he said taht he didn't say anything and i believe he didn't i think it is just the fact that he goes home and eats after being at my house i don't know so my family really don't like him BUT the problem is that i raelly love this guy and i will never leave him even if he does hurt me as much as he does i just really need him an di hope that he can realise the amount of shit that i go through adn how i have lost all my Friends well most of them and i have coflict with my family alot but he don't realise the shit taht i put up with i cry myself to sleep when i don't see him or get to talk to him as i get so upaet as i have fallen in love and it ain't as great as people say it brings alot of heart ache well i am gonna stop typing as i am just dribbling my own shit all over this blog SORRY to those whom don't enjoy my blog.

GA LUVZ XAN for the rest of her miserable life.

also you know what i got told today by Pippa that Alex don't want children but he tells me he does so which is it and i don't want to hear that he wants children just because i do why is he telling Pippa he doesn't want children what the fuck is going on inside his head i just need to know as i am so very confussed!!!! :?

I feel like i really want to cry right now.:cry: :cry: :cry:
 

posted by: Akwan (reply)
post date: 08.11.04 (5:04 am)

Can you really call them your friends if they let something like a boyfriend come between you?


posted by: TheBishop (reply)
post date: 08.20.04 (9:54 am)

awww- (((matilda

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