well i am at skool at this moment in studie i hate it in here. Well i am happy my aunty Krys is back  well she is not really my aunty she is my mums friend but she is close enough to be an aunty well today we were talking and she asked me if i trusted her i said that i didn't know as i don't know whom i can trust and as every thing taht i say always gets back to others i don't want to know about it i don't really know.

Everyone has a big problem with me you see i am the kinda girl who thinks that if i have a problem it is my own and no one else needs to know and i don't want no one els eto know but people just get so angry with me and then i get in to so much shit  because no one can handle the type of person i am and i am so sick of hving to explain to everyone what kind of person i am and but still they can't accept it and i am so sick of it cause if they can't handle that then they can't handle me also the fact that people have to realise that when i feel like opening up and telling peoeple how i feel i will and the more i am pushed the less i say to the person here are a few people who want to know what is going through my head Mum, Dad, Sisters, boyfriend and just friend sin general.

well also i have  a problem i am forever bickerign with everyone i am bickering with my family and if ia m not bickering with them i am bickering over some of the most stupidest things or i am bickering with anyone in general if it is not all at seperate times it is all at once and i don't want to be here when that happens as i hate those days the most but that seems to have been most of this week and i so sick of it as i want to go far away and just let all my hurt pain and anger out but i guess i can't do that as i just can't.

well nothing else to type so i am gonna leave now.

LUV wally xoxo

Ga luvz her man Xan.

( HE IS ALL MINE )

That means that no one will ever have him and no oen will come between us as i luv him and he luvs me (i think) nahh just kidding

    & nbsp;